My answer:
It's only when it personally involves me though.
Check this out:
I have a crazy knack for reading romantic interactions that don't involve me! This is silly and odd, but I called the whole Jesse James/Sandra Bullock thing just from watching him look at her when she gave her Oscar acceptance speech. I blurted it out because it made me so sad, and all my friends watching the Oscars with me thought I was nuts and teased me about it.
Then, when his cheating scandal came out a week or so later, all those same friends were calling me and asking me what I thought their husbands/SOs thought of them. haha
I have had several times when I knew that people were secretly dating.
Give me just a few minutes watching people, and I know who is into who...and who isn't.
People have asked me how I know these things, and it's hard for me to break it down for them. When I try, they feel that it wasn't enough evidence. (But *shrug*, I'm right after all, which they'll admit.)
But when it involves me, or if I think someone is attractive, I totally blank the eff out. Combined with the fact that I get awkward around people I find attractive, and can't string together more than 2 coherent thoughts, well...let's just say that it can suck.
So this was a good thing to realize about myself, and especially how this affect my Dating Experiment.
Today, I'm meeting a new man on my lunch hour. Just a quick meeting, per Perennia's perennial great advice.
Online Karl: Well-educated, witty, energetic, artistic. Interesting perspectives, judging from his answers to the questions on the site. I bought some new eyeliner for the occasion! ha
P.S.
I suppose I should say something about Jasper here, but....
I guess I don't understand what happened yet. Maybe I won't ever understand. I'm kinda waiting for him to explain it to me.
So for now.... I have no words of my own.
I'll borrow from Vonnegut, because I love him and this fits in content and feeling:
So it goes.
-KV
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